I think you are unique. I think that you are out of this world beautiful. You are special in the eyes of God. He made you and loves you no matter what big mistakes you’ve done. He has mammoth plans for you that you could never imagine. I don’t think you’re a waste of a human. I know you are here for a purpose. Do not give up hope. Jeremiah 29:11. Look that verse up if you don’t believe me.